It's been a while..
It's been a long time since I last wrote. A few months back, I mentioned that there was quite a few friends and family that didnt know about my condition. I've now spent the summer and till now to tell family and the friends closest to me. It's been good and bad reactions in many ways. Some responded with sadness while others have responded with offering help in ways I could just dream of and alot of encouragement. Tomorrow is the day I've been both looking forward to and the day I didnt want to come. I didnt want it to come because of the experience I had with the last surgery. But now its here and the 7 months it has taken since I first got on sick leave has both gone fast and very very slow. The first 3 months was a nightmare, the time after I got the hormone pills made it a slightly "smoother" ride. More like a country road (take me hoooome!!) with smaller potholes. Am I nervous? Of course I am. There's alot of "what if's". "Wh